I’ve decided to return to actively practicing a lovingkindness meditation as I recognize that I had allowed feelings of fear, anger, and sadness to overwhelm me and veer me away from my path.
I allowed these feelings to rack my body with pain, my heart with dis-ease, my mind with worry, and my soul with turmoil.
It is truly hard to move forward while walking backwards.
If we keep our view always to that which is behind us, or always to that which we have around us, or always to that which we have ahead of us…I am not sure that we can truly be able to live mindfully or peaceable.
Instead I believe that mindfulness and peaceability comes from reminding ourselves of the following:
We may look behind to remind ourselves of the lessons we have learned. We may look around us to understand where those lessons have brought us. We may look ahead to understand what lessons we must choose to learn to arrive where we choose to be.
In essence, there is no need to despair neither our past, our present, or our future if we each remember that…
Who or what I am.
Who or what I will be.
Who or what I was recently.
All of these…controlled by me.