NaNoWriMo, Day 3. It is as difficult as I imagined, but surprisingly simple. The difficulty? Moving pass my desire to edit as I write. The simplicity? The action of writing. I am logging my word count like a good NaNoWriMo participant. I am somewhere in the range of 2500 words, but I have done my writing for today. There are several things I have come to realize about my writing behaviour by engaging this process:
- Writing at home before 2:00am in the morning is impossible.
- Writing in the library at any point in the day works.
- Writing to the sound of wordless music is better.
- Writing when distressed is challenging.
- Writing when excited is challenging.
- Writing when in a calm, neutral state allows my imagination to flow freely.
- Writing with access to the internet is helpful–I say a thankful “YES” to Thesaurus.com.
- Writing with an outline is useful, but I am enjoying discovering random side roads as I go along.
- Writing means that I am writer. Thinking about writing means that I engage in creative thought.
- Writing does not necessarily mean sharing with others.
As the writer of this blog, the final point regarding not sharing might seem a bit odd, and perhaps I find it a bit odd too. The thing is this…I have no desire to share the story as I am writing it. I have desire to describe exactly what it is about, not because I do not know, but because I do know but also desire the ability to have flexibility in my knowing. That is, I want the freedom to expand my knowledge or concept of the story. Having to tell or retell the story concept appears to me to be a process of cementing the story, of forcing myself to remain on an obligatory path…I do not know how others feel as they are doing NaNoWriMo, but this is how I feel.
I have not written a synopsis, or even written the title of the story. I do not see the point of so doing until I am at the end. I do think that sharing my experience of my NaNoWriMo may be helpful to others, and I will do so intermittently on this blog. Other than that, I find that I need to keep my thoughts to myself.
The title for this post, “Writers write…,” is taken from William Miekle’s superb writing guide of the same title (currently free for Kindle). More importantly, it is only half of the mantra to which he asks aspiring writers. The full mantra is,
“Writers write! Wannabe Writers Wanna Write.”
Perhaps it is a bit strong. It has, however, served to kick my butt into gear. I have been repeating this mantra to myself from the time I started my outline. Yesterday as I struggled over words and my temptation to edit, I kept as a constant in the background my mind. Writers write. Writers make time to write no matter how busy their day. Writers put aside external issues and circumstances in order to put forth their imagination onto paper. Writers write because they write.
A long enough time ago, I wrote the poem below.
because nothing else soothes
because nothing else makes sense–
what is lacking in spoken words
what is lacking in expressed emotions–
So, I am off to the library to write for a few hours. The goal: 3000 words. Do I think I will make it? I do not know. It is, however, the goal for today. Tomorrow, I will set another, and then the day after that too…until I get to the end of the story.
To fellow NaNoWriMo participants–Write on!
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